Family Priorities
Posted: July 20, 2009 | Starring: Satinka
Tagged: 1937, Astra Rathe, Satinka Rathe
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The private family parlor is a large room, divided into several individual areas by arrangements of couches and chairs in smaller clusters. Most are ornately constructed in an older, almost medieval style, although a few have a more modern feel. The decorations are bizarre and eccentric, from the stuffed yearling dragon suspended near the ceiling among the floating will-o-the-wisps for light, to the improbably deep bookshelves that adorn the walls of this room just like every other room in the manor. Everything gives the appearance of great age and is very rich and ornate, but also a bit worn. The small bar with weird twisting angles set against the north wall is only for appearances, and is not stocked; drinks appear when asked for.
Oddly enough Gerald is not present tonight and neither is that “layabout” younger brother of his, Uncle Cedric. It would seem the menfolk are busying themselves elsewhere for Astra is actually present in the estate and further has settled comfortably onto one of the couches with her nose in a book. She rarely visits the home of her childhood, but as she so seldom gets to see her children now that they have left Hogwarts there is no avoiding the place all Rathe call home to some extent or another. Unlike her very businesslike self at the school, here the woman takes certain liberties and she’s dressed in a long silk dressing gown of crimson and gold. Left open, it hangs loosely over her garish clothing that consists of a bright purple shirt with long sleeves that cuff at the wrist and billowing green trousers that cinch close around her ankles. On her feet she wears a pair of highly ornamented Arabian slippers.
Having apparently inherited her mother’s flair for garish clothing combinations, Satinka arrives dressed in a combination of bold green (reminiscent of grass) and pale, silvery blue styled in a pantsuit with a hint of sailor style to it. As she walks in, the young woman carefully removes her hat – appropriately in a matching shade of green – and shakes off a bit of rain as she removes her coat. “Mother!” she calls loudly as she hangs up her things and makes her way into the parlor. “Oh, there you are,” she says blandly as she peeks into the room. “I should have known.” With that, she comes in and takes a seat in a chair facing Astra.
It isn’t the approach that draws her attention so much as the greeting. Forcing herself to glance idly up from whatever has her utmost attention, Astra‘s assessment was originally going to be the lazy and apparently half-attentive glimpse she generally gives everyone. Except that’s not what happens. The arched brow and idle eye that’s about to dip back to the pages of the book freeze and catch. While no words leave her mouth until the younger woman sits down that doesn’t mean she’s not giving Satinka her fullest regard. Lowering the book and openly staring at her daughter’s face, or more precisely the now short blonde hair, the darkling woman’s lips turn into a slight frown. “Satinka.” The name is spoken in an even tone and there’s forced neutrality in the greeting. “How…are you…doing?” Those emerald eyes do not skip to look at her daughter, but rather their gaze remains upon the hair.
“Oh, fine, fine,” Satinka answers dismissively as she leans back into the chair, pretending not to notice her mother’s apparent shock. “Are you alright, Mother?” the young woman asks casually as she crosses one leg over another, motioning for a drink from the bar and sipping it casually. She brings her hand up to pat her hair gently, as if completely oblivious to her mother’s reaction. She peers at the book her mother is reading and rolls her eyes a bit. “Haven’t you read that one before?” she asks, not really knowing whether that’s true or not, but trying not to gloat too much over the successfully elicited reaction.
“I couldn’t be better.” Still staring at the hair it takes Astra a moment longer to finally disengage herself from openly gawking. “I see that you’ve become quite the modern young lady. I remember a muggle-born friend of mine bobbing her hair shortly before we were to graduate, I suppose it was quite the rage.” Gripping the book and then gently shutting it gives her enough time to pause and catch her thoughts. “Is it the latest fashion then in Paris to crop your hair in that way or is it just some way of declaring your independence from your family then?” A very small smirk edges at the corners of her lips but dies before it reaches fruition. This small change is as scandalous to the woman as some major acts of deviancy would be to other, more normal, parents. “Why on earth did you go and chop off all your hair? I can’t see the reason in it at all.” Outing her real feelings on the issue the scowl is directed at the offense rather than directly at Satinka.
Satinka smirks openly at her mother. “Why not cut my hair? It’s just hair,” she states with an air of confidence as she pats her hair once again. “I thought the look would suit me, and you know, there are so many needy people who just can’t grow hair the way that I can. I thought I could help the needy by giving my hair to someone who needs it.” The one disadvantage to her now-bobbed hair is that the toss of her head has much less impact than it had when her hair was long. “I have no need for the trends of fashion, anyway,” she states. “I make my own.”
“It will grow back, granted, but now it will not be as it was.” Oh the horror of it it all! Astra scowls openly and then shakes her head, “I will never understand this desire of some people to wear their hair short.” “I hope your brother doesn’t get it into his head to go chopping off his hair too.” There really isn’t a good and logical reason to her disapproval and she is all too aware of this fact. Instead of focusing on the absolute inanity of her own condemnation against the offending hairstyle she chooses to chase Satinka’s argument. “And just what poor souls couldn’t just use magic to grow out their hair or change the color? Why be so…archaically muggle about the whole thing? Did you sell it to some magical stylist then?”
“Of course I didn’t. Don’t you know how severely over-priced they are? They pay beans, too. It’s hardly worth the time waiting for them to draw up the payment.” She takes a sip from her drink, letting her silence draw a long pause. “I went to Arcane Artifacts. As I’m sure you know, Mr. Darian wears only wigs, and some of them are of just shameful quality. We can’t have an esteemed shop owner in Diagon Alley looking like a slob. Thus, he was needy!” She glances up over her glass as she takes another drink, mischeif playing in her eyes. “You are so dramatic, mother. My hair will be just as it was before, should I let it grow long again. Perhaps I won’t!”
Everything after the mention of “Darian” may as well be white noise to Astra. While the prior reaction was probably delightfully rich to anyone’s perspective other than her own this next bit of news leaves the woman robbed of speech. Probably half a minute goes by where the older woman does nothing, frozen in body as well as mind although she’s gone positively ashen. When at last she does manage to speak her voice is dry and crumbling like leaves in a gutter, her old fears returning. “You. Went. To. Darian’s. Shop.” Each word is clipped, sharp, and more unforgiving than the attitude toward the hair. One slender hand arches over her book in a protective fashion but she grips it until her knuckles are white. “Darian.” Drawing in a sharp breath, green eyes narrow at the corners. “Do not play me a fool girl. Darian is neither a slob nor in need. Mind yourself.” “I’ll not have my children associating with his ilk even if you are adults. Choose wisely the company you seek for it reflects on you. If you have any further dealings with him,” “do not darken this or any door I enter. Do I make myself clear?” There aren’t many times that Astra makes a stand against something, but her utter hatred of Daniel and his name is stripped bare. If there was any question about her fear or dislike of that family before there certainly shouldn’t be now.
“Mother, you are so closed-minded. What is it to you where I sell my hair?” Satinka replies, setting her glass down nearby with a loud “THUNK.” “You tell me to live as I will but only if it fits what you want!” She raises her voice just slightly as she says this and sits forward in her chair. “If you won’t let me do what you say I should do, and hold onto antiquated ideas of beauty and womanhood -” she continues to raise her voice and practically spits the last word to her mother, “- then perhaps I shouldn’t, as you say, ‘darken your door!’” The young woman stands up with a huff and stalks to the entryway, her cheeks red with her anger and disdain. Once in the entryway, she begins to put her coat on and in her haste manages to drop both coat and hat onto the floor. “AUGH!” she shouts as she picks them both up, attempting to shake invisible dirt off of them both before putting them on.
Standing up silently, Astra watches the young woman stalk away with the familiar attitudes that so vex her own parents about her own self. Opening her mouth to say something she instead sits back down and tosses the book aside carelessly, an act she would normally never engage in. “This is not about your hair any longer this is about your associating with that scum-sucking, bottom-dwelling, piece of work known as Daniel Darian. Cut your hair to flout me. Wear it short and mock me, but do not think for one moment that I will tolerate you playing me a fool or an idiot.” But then the anger turns aside and the rage turns to anxious vexation. For years she tried to protect her children against the evils in the world and now her brain seizes with fear on the worst outcome. Standing up, she doesn’t seek to chase down her daughter. Instead she paces, her arms wrapped around her body as she scrambles to put aside her fear. “Darian is filth and though I have no solid proof, I know what he is. I know he is like that father of his. I know he will harm you if he can. There is no love lost between our families after what happened. Do what you want in your life then, but do not associate with an enemy of your family.”
“I’m not sleeping with him, mother,” she tells the woman. “I sold him my hair. You’re making a mountain out of a flobberworm hole. You want me not to treat you as a fool, then stop treating me as if I’m a stupid child.” Satinka has managed to pull her coat on and affix her hat rather sloppily on her head, and after this statement, she crosses her arms across her chest. “I’m not as stupid as you seem to think I am, and I certainly know what I’m getting myself into. Just because I choose to sell my own hair doesn’t mean I’m making some crazy dark wizard friends.” She scoffs and stares hard at Astra for a moment.
Staring openly again, Astra‘s anger is on the edge but she quells it as she observes her daughter’s reaction. “Going near him is danger enough. You never know what he might do or what he might try to slip you. He’s a scoundrel and I would prefer you do not have any more contact with him.” “You do not know his family half as well as you think you do and if you did you wouldn’t be so quick to cast aspersions.” Straightening herself she stands as tall as she can and tilts her head as she thinks. Then, finally, there is that smile however faint. “I have never thought you were stupid. Headstrong, yes, but aren’t all of the Rathe? Stupid is not a word I’d use to describe you.” Brow furrowing, she pulls her arms away from herself and shoves them into the pockets of the dressing gown. “I’m proud of the both of you – probably more than I’ve ever said. I’m not good with “I love yous” like your father, but I do. I worry sick about you too because you’re as proud as I am. I worry about you both because father says I didn’t do a good enough job teaching you.” Years of pent up fears come out and while she tries to stop the flow she cannot. “And now…I can’t protect you anymore. You’ve grown, but that doesn’t mean I don’t worry every single day. You’re my children. How could I not worry and fret and get scared when I hear you’re near my second worst enemy in the world?”
Satinka‘s anger seems to quell ever so slightly at Astra’s admission of a fault. She scoffs and rolls her eyes, her stance not changing. “I just wish you would give me a little credit that I know what I’m doing. Just because I walk into a shop and sell my hair to someone doesn’t mean I’m angling to get myself killed or involved with the wrong kind of wizard.” She sighs dramatically. “I’m not going to get myself killed. We had good enough defense teachers, and I don’t exactly have any more hair to sell, so I don’t expect I’ll be visiting the shop again any time soon.” She waves her hand as she says this, then brings it down to rest on her hip, heaving another dramatic sigh.
“That isn’t what grandfather means. It’s another of my many failures and I wonder if he wasn’t right.” Of course she does, but Astra is always afraid of never living up to either of her parents’ rather large demands. Pulling at the robe and sitting herself back down she continues to watch the younger woman with an expression that rests somewhere between anxious, proud, and frustrated. “It’s not you I don’t trust. It’s him. Just, next time you decide to do business dealings please seek someone else out.” Furrowing her brow and then shaking her hands out of her pockets she raises her fingers to her forehead and massages her temples. “Darian. Ugh.” Shaking her head clear of that thought she glances at her daughter’s hair again with a sigh. “I do like long hair, but it isn’t because of traditionally womanly beauty. I just like it better on everyone.” “After all, your grandfather has long hair and so does Arnauld and Cedric. It isn’t because you’re a woman it’s because well” shrugging, “personal taste.” It isn’t the best of excuses, but now she isn’t trying to make them. “And no, you don’t have to keep it long to please anyone but you should know that doesn’t mean it’ll go without comment. I’m sure grandfather will say something and Arnauld will probably hold a funeral for your hair or something equally ridiculous.” Her good humor has returned, mostly, but she looks drained.
“Has it occurred to you that just because everyone you know has it doesn’t mean it’s the only way?” Satinka states. “I don’t want to look like everyone else. I’m special, and now people can can see it right off.” Satinka smirks at this. “I’m sure grandfather will adore my hair.” Satinka‘s italics don’t decrease as her anger does. “I’m shocked that you’re making such a big deal of this, mother. I thought you were modern.”
Throwing her head back in that familiar laughter that she inherited from Arnauld and her father, Astra‘s mirth doesn’t overflow too long. “No dear, I’m afraid in many ways I’m as traditional as your grandparents. I try, I do try, but there are some things I can’t quite shake. Besides, if you didn’t have something to flout at me however would you manage to rebel?” That flicker of deviance lights in her eyes and the smile she rarely dons in public finally worms its way onto her face. “I don’t approve. I don’t have to approve of everything you do. That doesn’t mean I’m not proud of you and that certainly doesn’t mean I don’t think you’re special. You’re special because you are a Rathe. Rathe are always a cut above,” vaguely gesturing at Satinka’s hair, “and we always have to stand out one way or another.” “Blair will fuss more than I am, but I’m sure you’ll tell him where to get off.” “And then he’ll run to me crying about it as if it were an international wizarding disaster.”
Snickering a bit, Satinka waves her hand dismissively. “Oh, don’t worry, I’ll handle Blair.” She smirks. “I’ll just tell him that it’s an emerging fashion and that I wanted to be right on top of it.” A pause. “Or something like that.” Now that she’s quite calm, Satinka takes a moment to set her hat jauntily and neatly atop her head. “Now that you’re past your shock, can’t you admire what a stunning look this is? It is truly chic!” Satinka strikes a model-esque pose, though her attempt at the blank model face is marred by her self-satisfied smirk.
“You were always better at handling him than I was, well, yes, now.” The vague hints of what the man was like prior to the birth of children do crop up from time to time but Astra rarely speaks of her childhood and teen years even now. Raising both brows and then giving a sigh “I’m going to have to take some time to get used to it on you, but that’s because it looks strange to my eyes.” “Regardless of my personal feelings you do pull it off well. Then again you’ve the confidence to put any look in a good way.” Rubbing her thumb alongside her chin a devious smirk tugs at her lips. “You really ought to come visit me at Hogwarts sometime. Let old Quint see you like that and I’m sure he’ll have plenty to say – maybe not to you directly but it’ll be funny all the same.”
“Oh that’s a laugh,” Satinka comments with a derisive snort. “Professor Helit wouldn’t have any good things to say about me anyway because I’m female, let alone now that I’ve bobbed my hair.” She pauses, then giggles a little. “Maybe he’d like me better because I look more like a boy.” Satinka giggles more, as she seems to find this comment quite amusing, though there is no chance of her ever being mistaken for male. “Thank you, nevertheless, for the begrudging comment,” she tells Astra with an impish smile, pushing her hands into her pockets and spinning in her best ballerina twirl.
“Quint isn’t all bad, he’s just mostly bad and very backward but what do you expect? He was raised very strangely.” Astra‘s desire to have her family get along is strong, but she knows better since even her blood relatives can really go at each other’s throats. “My advice is to take him with a grain of salt and tweak his nose in whatever way you can whenever you can. It’s good for him to see that the Rathe women play hard, fast, mean and deadly.” “He’ll learn to behave eventually.” Sighing, the woman picks her book back up and turns it over in her hands. “You’re welcome oh my dearest and most darling daughter.” Laying it on thick, she flashes a fond grin. “You are so much like your father sometimes. I’m glad you’re living your life the way you want. I envy you that freedom, but I’m glad you have the strength to do so.”
“Oh, don’t make me sick,” Satinka responds, making a face at Astra’s extra-sweet response. “Somebody has to keep the Rathe name alive socially,” she comments off-hand. “You’ve got the academics covered, and I dare say Seker is looking to make a name around Diagon Alley, though I’m not positive of that. I pick up the slack.” She says this so sweetly that one might believe that it’s entirely sincere. “And speaking of that, I’d better get back to Abe – he wants to stop by some thing or another tonight and I have to decide what I’m going to wear.” She pulls the tie closed on her coat and smirks at Astra.
Raising both her hands as if in defeat “Because the rest of us are terribly socially backwards I know. We can’t all be like you dear.” Astra is anything but giving in, but the smile doesn’t fade as quickly as it might if she were really offended. “You are our sole defender on that battlefield so go off and don your armor.” Shaking her head as she drops her hand back into her lap she stands up. “Do come round and see me once in a way. The school is dull without you two running around and getting underfoot or pestering me or trying to make me upset over something or another that you’ve planned out.” She wants to hug her daughter and while she does approach she stops short and pins her hands behind her back, unable to carry through with the desire. “Go on before you’re late and have fun.”
“You really are,” Satinka agrees with a very good deadpan. “I’ll do my best to resurrect the Rathe name socially, but I must warn you – it’s a difficult job. You crazies have really done it up good.” She grins and leans down to kiss her mother on the cheek, apparenly not hampered by the same awkwardness regarding physicality as Astra has. “I’ll come by and visit sometime. I’ll let you know.” She grins and strides away. “Tell Grandfather that I said hello!” she calls and wiggles her fingers before apparating away with a loud CRACK.

